I am so tired I want to cry, and I still can’t fall asleep. I wasn’t able to sleep at all Sunday night, got almost no sleep last night, and tonight I still can’t fall asleep. With the narcolepsy, my sleep architecture is messed up, meaning even when I do sleep, I still only get a fraction of the rest and restorative benefits a healthy person does. On the rare good day when I’ve actually slept a decent amount (ideally at least 9-10+ hours), I’m still really sleep deprived and my brain has trouble fully functioning. And while I usually don’t get that much sleep, it’s so much worse right now and keeps compounding. I hate this so much, it’s miserable, so I’m just shouting into the void.
